If you can’t see it, it is my responsibility to keep showing it to you until you see it.  I will not bring it to you…you have to go get it.  However, it is here should you want it.  Yes, I am dangling a carrot in front of you to see if you will bite.  When you decide to change your life by doing something different, your entire world opens up.  You walk around with blinders on, focused on only what you see directly in front of you.  You might catch a glimpse of something in your peripheral vision, but nothing else.  You stay stuck in what you see and not what is possible.  They are two very different things.  I was talking to a co-worker the other day and she suggested that I go back to school and be a counselor.  And I told her that I don’t want to be that involved.  I want to plant the seed and walk away.  If the seed starts to grow, then that is great.  I  may not ever know that it grows or see it grow, but I love it when it comes back to me.  Those are my favorite memories…when the seed comes back to me and I have seen it changed.  My part might have started something, but also I think that the choice ultimately has to be made by you.  I cannot make it for you.  You should not make that decision for anyone else either.  You make it for you.  Maybe you don’t want to see it….maybe you don’t have time for it…maybe you just aren’t there yet.  I understand.  But, my job is to keep showing it to you until you see it.

Michelle Homme 2012 ©